Today, my dad got this at the hospital for me. He doesn’t know much about my depression or how I’m feeling but it’s things like this tell me that he still cares, even if he doesn’t fully understand.
The number of rebogs is amazing. My dad is so honored and I am really happy so many people liked this.
The wood frog has garnered attention by biologists over the last century because of its freeze tolerance. Wood frogs can tolerate the freezing of their blood and other tissues.
via Amazing Things in the World and Go ahead, BUG me
The hardest thing in college
is convincing myself that I am good enough. I am dedicated to my academics, that is why I am here. I work hard and get good grades, but I am not smart. I am the complete opposite actually. I am an idiot, and very motivated idiot at that. In conversation, words escape me, thoughts escape me, concepts escape me. Soon, nothing is left but the shell of my body and I don’t know how to carry on a conversation or comprehend what a person is saying.
I try to be loyal to my friends, but I don’t know how to keep friendships going. I am overly self conscience, I don’t know how to ask someone to spend time with me because I don’t want to be a burden. But on the occasion that a friend wants to spend time with me, I want to be alone. Because of this, I feel selfish and a tide of guilt washes over me.
I like relationships. I like finding a person I fit well with, someone I am comfortable around, someone who I am attracted to. I like making them smile, hugging them, talking with them, encouraging them. But then I find myself second guessing every action, not wanting to scare them off, inhibiting my ability to be affectionate. And I find myself unable to interpret my feelings in sentences for someone to understand, so I can never explain how much they mean to me.
I don’t believe I am good enough to be in a university, to have friends, or to have a lover. I can’t take myself seriously anymore, but I have to.
How do I know that I’m an introvert?
Because when I walk into a party, I don’t suddenly get super excited and outgoing and dancy. I can actually feel the energy being sucked out of me like I’m at a party full of dementors or some shit.
And the following week I find myself trying to recharge by avoiding people, baking, and going to bed early.
i can’t even tell you how many times i’ve reblogged this.
I love this more than words
I’m gonna be one of those skinny bitches this year.
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one and a half hours left!
I’m making dinner for, well, let’s call him Matt, tomorrow night. I’m pretty good at cooking, but he eats meat in the same quantities and with as much passion as my family does. I’m a veggie and I have no idea what to make… I was thinking some veggie pizza maybe? Do you guys have any ideas?!?!